I think the the stress level in the little orbit of my life has increased across the board. I cannot begin to describe what that does to the body, mind and spirit. I know that Laura just got layed off and the insurance thing at work has me a little on edge. I know that this will all be another stepping stone on a path to higher ground, however, it is nearly impossible to see that far in front of my face. I am struggling to be positive and little miss optimistic, and I only hope that I will rise to the occasion and shine through.